I need you...This is a new feeling for me. It’s been one minute and thirty seconds since you’ve left my sight, and I already feel the dull ache in my heart where you once were. I’ve never needed anybody this much in my entire life. When I told you that, you just smiled sadly and gave me a hug. Maybe you don’t understand. It’s funny. You seem to understand everything else about me. It’s not like we really even talk in these small amounts of time. I sort of sit there, grinning like an idiot and blushing every time your eyes meet mine. I try to send a brain wave screaming I love you. Included in it are a thousand difI need you...
Home...Maybe this is what home feels like. The sun shines in through the cracks in the shutters, illuminating the room in brilliant yellow rays. I wish you were awake to see it, and for a moment I contemplate waking you up. But you look so beautiful asleep. Maybe it’s because when you’re awake, you are always moving, beautiful in a blur; I can never truly see you. Right now, I see every detail in your face, every curve of your body. For a moment, you are all mine. Then there is the warmth of you being curled up next to me, of your body so close to mine. I don’t want to lose that, and yet I know it is temporary. Soon you wiHome...
When I love you mostI love you most when you’re not looking. The way your hair shines in the morning light when you are stretching, waking up from nightmares you can’t forget. For those few moments you are vulnerable, your defenses laying somewhere between sleep and reality, and I can see who you really are. Then, you glance at me and they are back up again. You smile, trying not to let the pain in your heart shine through your eyes, but it does. I want to kiss it away, but I get up and start to make a cup of coffee instead. You trudge out and I hear the bathroom door quietly shut. I lean on the counter in the kitchen…how long can I do this? The bWhen I love you most
BAND CAMPThe alarm clock rings like a siren dragging me out of sleep I get up, groggy and tired and shut out it's horrid beep I dress in the dark not looking forward to the day for this is the first of band camp it's all work and no play the drive to school is silent as I rub my eyes and moan my dad smiles and cracks a joke so bad it makes me groan we get there and I get out leaving all comforts at home I smile when I see my friends eyes tired as my own 4 hours of basics make my unworked muscles weep and 3 hours of coordinates makes me wanBAND CAMP
What I've been doing
Angsty
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"I went to college to buy time. That shit was expensive!" -- Sage Francis
I made it for you (finally...)
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John Hancock
Mary Poppins in DA's Disney Crew
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John Hancock
Mary Poppins in DA's Disney Crew
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John Hancock
Mary Poppins in DA's Disney Crew
she is my idol.
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making the world a cuter place, one toaster at a time.
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